Aduhhh... I'm still in pain... hiks...hiks...hiks. The stiches still hurt so bad. I can't sleep for days, can't walk well, can't sit well. Sore,pain,swollen...campur jadi satu.
After surviving for weeks, I decided to call my doctor. Alas... he seems not good enough.Instead of checking my stiches, he put his finger inside my genital. Adowww... sakit lah yao!!!!!!!!!! He was talking abt birth control pills. Hello ??????? Am I suppose to have it while I am breastfeeding my baby ??? Huhhhhhhhhhhh......
I told him I wanna wait.It's just not the rite time to have the pills. He said," The pills will decrease your milk." Bah !!! No way!!!!!!!!!!!! I told him," I wanna wait for couple months. I don't need the pills rite now. Besides,my husband can wait ". :D
I walked out from the office with pain,still bleeding,though. We went to Kroger picked up my perscriptions and went home. Everytime I wash my genital, I feel pain and sore. The pain killer works for awhile. Hopefully I will recover soon.
Looking at my joy of life,MeiLee makes the pain go away . I love spending time with her,every single minute. Who cares abt the pain when I am with her ? he he he he. But,after that, ughhhhhhhh... hurtsssssssssssssssssss