I have been sick for almost a week. I got a breath problem ( shortness breath for sure ).Besides,blow nose, sore throat,headache...complit dah.
Ronnie is sick,too.I didn't realize till Maria told me that my husband is a quite person ( indeed,Ronnie is not as fussy as me ).I called him and he came out from the office.He said he's taking a nap.I heard his voice changes,too.Aghh... he gets cold,same like me.
Last sunday,we didn't finish the sermon at church completely.Suddenly I didn't feel good.I couldn't breath well.We left the church and Ronnie stopped at Walgreens.He bought me a spray inhaler for asthma.
I don't think I have asthma,even my aunt has.He asked me to spray it to my mouth.Since I've never used it before,I got a problem.I sprayed abt 7 times,and they didn't get through.They got stuck on the ceiling of my mouth.Don't ask me the taste.It's horrible!!!
Ronnie took me home. He brought me some food to bedroom.I had my lunch at bed.He laid down for awhile with me,and then he left to the Bar. I was taking a nap.
Mom went to our bedroom and asked me to come down for dinner.I wasn't hungry,but I went downstairs.Ronnie called me,asked me to stay at home instead of working at the bar.
At nite,I couldn't sleep.I need abt 1-2 hours to sleep back.I felt strange on my throat.In the morning, I woke up,and goodness!!!! My throat was really sore!!!! I couldn't swallow,and it's really dry. I was dying,I thought.
All day long,I really didn't feel good. Ronnie asked me to call doctor.He worries a lot. I stopped using the spray. Finally,I called a doctor ( as Desy recommends to me ).Maria,my ex sis in law sent me to the doctor.
The doctor is really nice.He asked me lots of questions and checked my blood pressure and my chest.He said," I do feel strong that it's ANXIETY ". Duhhh........... how could???
I told him that I can't sleep well.He said," You're suffering from INSOMNIA. It's because your daily routine changes a lot. My nurse will give you article abt it.Here're some medicines. Ones are for your heels,and the others are for your stomachache. Nice meeting you,Yuky."
He gave me 2 notes,too.He wants me to go to a hospital and have a plumonari test ( whateverlah ). Geee...... I wish I wouldn't have asthma. The doctor's nurse just called me and said the hospital would call me to make an appointment.
Ronnie called me as soon as I was done with the doctor.At nite,I called my family to Medan. My elder sister,Vivie moves to Surabaya.Her husband has resigned from his work and they're ready to start a new life to Surabaya. The news made me shocked. Indeed, abt 1 month ago,they've told me abt the plan.
I called them,and everyone was in the airport. I cried. I said to Vivie,"You've left me once when you got married,then you've a kid.Now,you're leaving again, far away from us." She said," We'll be ok, honey. Don't worry. Tell me,when you come back to Indonesia,we'll meet in Medan.We'll come to Medan,too."
Michael,her son talked to me on the phone.He said,"Hellooooo". Goodness... I've never seen him,but I believe he's a cute boy.
Papi said," I always send people to the airport." I said to him,"Pray,Papi,one day we'll send you to the airport.You'll travel around." He laughed.
I sent sms to Ronnie and said how sad I was. He encouraged me and said,"They'll be fine,hun."
Ronnie went home abt 12pm.I couldn't sleep and then cried. Suddenly,I'm homesick again.I cried more when I saw their pic right in front of my eyes. I put the pic next to the bed.Ronnie hugged me and said," Gosh.. You're missing them so bad,again."
I took almost 2 hours to sleep well last nite.
Am I suffering from INSOMNIA and ANXIETY ?? I dunno....
