Aug 30th : Last Hours in Indonesia ( Tidakkkkkkkkkkkkkkk )

Like or dislike, I had to go home to States. Wuihhhhh..........

Trying not to cry at all,but couldn't help. Hiding myself and let the tears come down, didn't wanna look at my family ( afraid they would see the tears,and so did they ).

Our habits, we usually write down a note/ letter one each other. Ufhhhh.......... I hate the farewell...........

Ko Khaidir came and offered to drop us to the airport.

We stopped by at Oom Lukas' church, chit chat and prayed,then departed to the airport at 7.30pm.

Wuih.................... my tears .........tried hard to wipe them off.

Happy... happy.... be happy.... I always said that to myself. But,alas..... sad...sad.....sad.....sad..... came around my mind. :(

I was afraid I couldn't see Papi again, I was afraid I couldn't attend his next bday again. Afraid .............afraid............afraid............afraid........... too much afraid in my mind. Gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cie Vie said," Time runs so fast. I felt like we just picked Mei2 up from the airport,now we'll take her back there. " Ufhhhhhhh........

Amoy took care of my ticket.I met Titin, old friend from college. I was flattered she spent time to come by and said goodbye to me. Bless your heart, Titin.( hope you'll have baby girl this time ). She gave me a present ( I opened it 2 weeks ago, it's a lovely necklace!!! Thank you, Titin ).

Papi was kinda quite. He was counting the minutes, I bet. Gosh.... I love you,Papi. I love you,Mami.. Wish I could extend my trip ( but I got stuck with the pregnancy and time limit ).

Taking some pics before leaving, spending mutual moments with my family, those were I really wanted to be forever. But,Ronnie's waiting for me .

Bet I wouldn't cry,but I failed. Couldn' t pretend anymore.Hugging one each other, telling how much we love each other, wish we could meet someday. Oh my......... ripped my heart off at all.

Crying ...crying...crying.... that's all we could do.

Till we meet again, my beloved family. Hope you are doing ok there. I love you.. I love you.. I love you so much................

God bless!!!!!!!!!!!